Here I am for the fourth time saying "au revoir"
to Lopez. It's interesting to think that I am seeing kids summer after summer
and each time they are more grown. It's so amazing. I remember when some of
them were so small they could barley put sentences together and now they're
allowed to play with friends without adult supervision. I never thought about
how it was to watch a younger person
grow drastically. I've definitely never had the experience before. Also along
the same length, people here have gotten to see me during some good years of
development from early 20's to late 20's. I wonder what it's like for them. I
guess that outside perspective on another human's life is astoundingly
precious.
I met some really amazing people this summer while deepening
already existing relationships. It's now my mission to get everyone I love to
move to Arcata. Here's the icing on the cake: if a friend from elsewhere moves
to Arcata there's no chance of a lonely/making friends part of the experience,
because Jess and I already have a set of the most solid friends around.
Insta-friends!!! Pretty alluring, I know. Dial 1-800-PLANK to learn more. Tell
the receptionist Vernis sent you!
Has anyone ever looked into their Enneagram. It's a very
accurate way of finding your personality
type. If you couple it with Meyer's-Briggs you can really do some important
introspection. I have found that I am a Type 9 with an 8 wing. In general, what
the Enneagram people call "The Peacekeeper." What are you? Go to the
Enneagram Institute's website to take the exam.
Motivation is challenging. It's an ebb and flow. Sometimes
you just spring up ready to go and other times its a struggle to brush your
hair or teeth. Today, I felt the rush of motivation to get my home on a trailer
further on its path to livability. I'm so happy that something which seemed so
far off, near impossible, is finally about to happen. The exterior will soon be
finished (minus the paintings and artwork I plan on doing) and I will get to
move my journey to finishing the interior, wiring, plumbing to a degree, and
making a homey and comfortable space to share with others. At night, I try to
envision the warm glow of my home and how that will feel in my body and
emotions.
It's amazing how I can always feel so cold (temperature-wise)
and others so warm. On a normal day, when I'm wearing a wool shirt, a beanie,
carharrts, and high socks someone sitting right next to me will be wearing
shorts, a t-shirt, and sandals. I thought people evolved to be small as a means
of conserving heat and staying warm like the nomadic peoples in Siberia. That
part of my gene structure must be defective to some degree. Maybe turning back
to eating within my Ayurvedic means will help ignite my fire.
This summer has given way to some of the best brainstorms
and ideas I've ever had. Hopefully this year I will bring a few of them to
fruition. Here are the general topics they pertain to: helping others,
transportation, tradeswomen, chainsaws, food, clothing/reclamation, driftwood,
ska.
Do you keep an idea book?
Peektures:
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| Mom came to visit and we went to the San Juan County Fair |
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| Mom with my 2nd cousins
Sprout Out!
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